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i don’t put bells on my cat to help scare birds away. i do it so i know where my animals...

Mon, 20 May 2013 10:10:03 -0400

i don’t put bells on my cat to help scare birds away. i do it so i know where my animals (prisoners) are at all times. they are my possessions they have no rights.

practice clip. rusty practice clip.

Mon, 20 May 2013 09:35:09 -0400

practice clip. rusty practice clip.

one time, we walked next to the river, just before the summer heat came. i fell in a sinkhole and...

Fri, 17 May 2013 14:20:13 -0400

one time, we walked next to the river, just before the summer heat came. i fell in a sinkhole and we found a secret dock. we decided, in the trees, to feel like huck finn. clothes came off, most of them, and into the river we went. and the birds were there. and the strange sounding insects too. and we stood against the current in the spring river - we were brave, swimming in the unknown water. your feet hated the feel of the unknown beneath us - fought it hard when you had to pull a fish hook out of my foot and pretend it was nothing even though i could see the ‘it’s a four pronged monster hook’ look in your eye. hid in the grass on the river bank when we saw the funeral procession scattering ashes and rose petals into the water, to be carried away. hid and watched in silence. when it was safe and the sun had baked us too much in our new secret place, we were back in the water. this time, as the current pushed against us, we just stood looking at one another, knowing we were swimming in something immeasurable. we were swimming in the remembrance and reverence of a life lived. perhaps the ashes of someone who had a whole story to tell, now with the river. i still have my rose petals, the ones that hit my face and stuck to your body, dried as they are, on my mantle. love you so. and that dock. and that sun. and our secret place with not many words.

impossiblyexpired: By @codos_vo | Columbia, South...

Thu, 16 May 2013 13:01:38 -0400

impossiblyexpired:

By @codos_vo | Columbia, South Carolina

#impossibleproject #impossiblyexpired

Not mine.

thefineartnude: Egon Schiele

Wed, 15 May 2013 18:56:32 -0400

thefineartnude:

Egon Schiele

sebastian. keaton. charlie.

Wed, 15 May 2013 16:00:47 -0400

sebastian. keaton. charlie.

Digital Harinezumi camera.

Wed, 15 May 2013 15:55:41 -0400

Digital Harinezumi camera.

aaaand again.

Wed, 15 May 2013 15:52:34 -0400

aaaand again.

my first experience with a mac. and photo booth.

Wed, 15 May 2013 15:50:27 -0400

my first experience with a mac. and photo booth.

I’ll clean the spaces between the loft posts just the same as I always did, minus the...

Tue, 14 May 2013 16:03:00 -0400

I’ll clean the spaces between the loft posts just the same as I always did, minus the excessive cat hair. I’ll vacuum and make sure the washrooms are shiny and perfect, as they should be in a building of this caliber. I’ll even wipe down the tops of the lights, where the dust sticks because of meals cooked. And I will look out of the wall of windows and know that there was a before and an after and in my ‘after’ I am in this building, cleaning for you, without the smell of cat piss stinging my nose or the cat following me around wanting snuggles. There was a then. There is a now. I will clean in the now and remember the ‘then’ when I’m on my knees making sure there is no dust behind your toilet. And I will know the difference, even if it is just the slight change in the midday light that reminds me. I will clean with a different heart. I’ll bet it will be a better clean than it was before. And then I will leave, not waiting for anyone to come home and praise me with take out in their fucking hands to eat while we watch a film in our clean, soon to be dirty because of the cat hair, house. Home. I will clean my home as a house now. Paradigm, motherfuckers! Strangest shift.

Jem Targal - Luckey Guy. always introduced to the best music...

Mon, 13 May 2013 17:11:18 -0400

Jem Targal - Luckey Guy.

always introduced to the best music from this dildos blog. check it out.

http://cowboymusic.tumblr.com/

Hello! I am new to tumblr! Can I have a shout out please.

Mon, 13 May 2013 16:59:25 -0400

I just shouted in my house (kind of like a terrified scream - but not high pitched). Alone. For you. wishing-clouds-were-fluffy.

Thought Gang - A Real Indiction of a Laugh Coming on.

Mon, 13 May 2013 16:57:23 -0400

Thought Gang - A Real Indiction of a Laugh Coming on.

Old Pentax camera.

Mon, 13 May 2013 16:49:46 -0400

Old Pentax camera.

little clip.

Mon, 13 May 2013 16:43:59 -0400

little clip.

"Your absence has gone through me Like thread through a needle. Everything I do is stitched with its..."

Mon, 13 May 2013 16:25:10 -0400

“Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle.
Everything I do is stitched with its color.”

- W. S. Merwin, “Separation” (via proustitute)

sorry. had to reblog this.

yesterday my mom knocked over a glass filled with water where i’m sprouting an avocado tree....

Mon, 13 May 2013 12:36:00 -0400

yesterday my mom knocked over a glass filled with water where i’m sprouting an avocado tree. i heard a GIANT, ‘OH MY GOD NO. OH NO’, scream coming from the other room. when i ran in she was flailing her arms and apologizing and saying she’d ‘absolutely just ruined it. she’d ruined it and it was dead and it was her fault’. then she got angry at herself and started yelling at herself for killing my avocado pit in water. she swore a lot. then i put the pit back in the glass and filled it with water and put it back in the sun. so.

one time, i used to have polaroid film. so.

Fri, 10 May 2013 20:09:53 -0400

one time, i used to have polaroid film. so.

can’t wait for this again, my home, our home, so soon!...

Fri, 10 May 2013 19:59:00 -0400

can’t wait for this again, my home, our home, so soon! better (close enough) to daniel day lewis. oh, the exploding heart love. how ridiculous. p.s. don’t talk to me tomorrow. seriously.

cowboymusic: Sound Ceremony - Sorry

Fri, 10 May 2013 19:33:50 -0400

cowboymusic:

Sound Ceremony - Sorry